Back at it again. Haven’t written a diary post since a few days before my birthday back in September. I just felt the drag of the year and thought these posts were doing more harm than good. In the end I think I have to blame myself for that, at least partially. What we choose to focus on is the energy we choose to breathe life into. All I would write about is how stressed and anxious and sad I was. That’s still sort of the truth but over the last few months I’ve been working on meeting myself in the middle and letting go of my dreams. That is not to say I’m giving up on my dreams, rather I’m trying to let them fly free in their own ways. Can’t cage myself and wonder why I’m not soaring, you know? Will update more here. Thanks all.