8-8-21
Amelia will be going back to school tomorrow. Spent the night at Marie’s parents last night so they could spend time with her. Mainly it was so we weren’t driving at night. When we got home it was relaxing from there. Took a small nap on the couch while the little bean tried some new clothes on. Left the anxiety of school year Sundays behind me so I could make room for my daughters education excitement. She’s growing up and that stresses me out but she’s growing into herself which lightens my spirit. I know she’ll be happy in school, but that doesn’t mean I can’t be scared. She’ll learn to be great but I hope she doesn’t forget me. Or, rather, I think I hope my love for her leaves a permanence behind.
-E.B.