3-9-21
Oh what a shame it is to miss 2 days in a row. I feel so conflicted. I’ve been really busy these last few days because I’ve been writing a script that needs to be done on Sunday but even then! I told myself I would write every day and I just spaced.
In the grand scheme of things it doesn’t matter all that much. But my streak is sullied. Today marks the one year anniversary of when I stopped writing last year and I find it kind of fitting that I forgot around the same time.
It’s not that I chose not to do it last year; things broke bad and I had to weigh my priorities. I’m doing the same now but I realize this blog does mean a lot to me. I let my habits relax for others to make room and I tripped and fell. I can stand back up but now I can’t say I did it for the whole year. Technically I wouldn’t have any way since I started after the first week of January.
And even as I type this it’s like, why do I care but for myself? This is supposed to be a freeing and fun experience, not a rigid guide to force myself into hoops. Plenty of the creators I follow have their ups and downs. Consistency is key but I think I deserved at least one day off.
In the end it’s glad to be back and hopefully I won’t forget again. To everyone who reads this blog it truly means the world. I am forever grateful for your support and time and know that you help me fulfill my dream plus ultra.
Love you all, blessedly. Happy one year death-iversary E.B. Blog. May your undead remains populate forever.
-E.B.