I like to play video games. I think they help me focus because there’s a lot going on sometime and it’s nice to tunnel into a piece of entertainment. I’m not much into movies, and we don’t have cable so I hardly watch tv anymore. Most of the time I’m working, writing, or playing video games. Working entails taking care of myself and Amelia (as well as Alexander, our kitty), and the apartment at large. And then writing consists of this blog and the script.
I know I keep talking about the script but my life is pretty nondescript otherwise. It’s kind of all I think about. I’m surprised at well it’s coming together and how, at times, it feels like it’s writing itself. It’s a very gay play. I’m bisexual. Maybe someone out there guessed that or maybe I’ve mentioned it before but if not, now you know. It’s not my entire identify, but since I came out my first year of college I’ve slowly embraced it more.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve always known. I think I realized when I would constantly stare at the men’s packages on the men’s underwear packages at the department stores. But it’s not just about the sex. I know that life exists to live, and living is loving, and I don’t want to limit my love. Yes I have a wife. Yes I have a daughter. Even then it does not change my sexuality, only helps color it.
Maybe this post started as a video game chat, but it turned into a sexuality discussion. And that’s ok. Because this is my blog and you’re here for the ride. At best you’re riding shotgun making comments about my music selection and at worst you’re just trying to run my off the road.
Love you Amelia, Marie, mom, dad, sis, kitty