1-26-21
Fucking it’s crazy outside right now. The wind is literally howling and spitting rain from everywhere. It sounds like if you went outside your hair, at the very least, would be quite ruffled. Seems to me like a fucking blustery evening.
Am still mad tired. But I went to bed at like 2:30am again so that’s fine it’s all fine we’re all fine. Threw up a little, too, but that’s neither here nor there. Kinda mayhaps think that the fish tacos we ate did not sit well. Payroll is due in the morning so I gotta work a little but I am going to rest and drink water and keep on keeping on.
My post was a little late yesterday because I get busy and if I don’t do this post first thing it ends up getting ahead of me a bit. I don’t know. I don’t always feel stressed about it. This one will probably go up a bit later than normal and I’m at peace with that. Something is better than nothing. Forward is forward when you define it as such.
Maybe a shorter post today, too. Maybe a shorter thought. They don’t always have to be so long. Brevity’s infinite gift. Wind is still screaming and rain still falling.
Love you Marie, Amelia, Alex, mom, dad, sis
-E.B.
Ed Boy 