8-20-21
Spent most of the day alone at the office. My manager decided to do a lot from home. I’m grateful because I enjoyed the isolation. Got a lot of stuff done and then fucked away a lot of the day with video games since no one was there to comment otherwise. I’ve been smoking a lot more lately and it’s bad. I know I’m smoking too much when the hits I take don’t make me feel much. Lately it’s been the immediate rush followed by nothing whereas I used to be able to feel a hit for a couple hours. Guess it’s a sign that my brain might need some downtime. Beyond that I’ve been moodier lately which is a very clear sign that I’m having some withdrawal symptoms from the lack of nicotine. I love to smoke but I hate what it does to me.
-E.B.