2/23/26 Marie and I had a huge fight last night. I don’t think either of us was in the right. There has been a lot of tension since we moved out, and it all compounded after an interestingly charged weekend. She went to sleep on the couch, and then came in the room sometime afterContinue reading “A Necessary Peace”
Tag Archives: quit smoking
Gauntlet
2/19/26 Today had some highs and lows. I am trying a difficult gauntlet in the MMORPG I play and made it the furthest I have since I stayed (last night). I am trying to take it day-by-day and really commit to improving, not just succeeding on the first try. I’m hoping this creates a positiveContinue reading “Gauntlet”
Content (for now)
Cuddled with the baby boy and felt the world slow down because of it.
(or maybe luckily)
No more acid reflux and ebbing self-loathing, but also no more head high. Pros and cons, to be sure.
Flavorless
2/11/26 Smoking feels like such a chore now. It always has been, to a degree, but it’s changed.
Falling Off
Aye no more smoking for the boy because I have poor self control
Dug
Love the taste, hate the cancer
