monday – Ed Boy

11.25.24

Hushabye, hushabye!

One to the other

Honk honk beep beep go go

Watching it go so fast

At least it smelled like patchouli this time

Trying to organize chaos

Swamped because someone done gone and dumped this bucket of wet work on me!

Worried a situation will be ruined? Don’t worry! You can do it yourself.

Like a runny faucet this one

The same person who signs your birth signatures it away

Boom pop pow

Back to the old grind

Letting myself play, have fun, smoke, be healthy

Trying it again because that’s all we can do

Love to live but damned if you don’t die trying

Anger derived from fear does not detract that it is still anger

Thinking about how I’m lucky enough not to be as sad as I was, but present enough to know I’m still sad

Let’s just stop yelling at employees altogether, how ‘bout it?

God damn I feel bad for so many different reasons

Using words to reveal anger as a mask of sadness as a mask of shame